Shiva, This Had Better Be Good....

I have a hard time trusting in the universe. It's something others seems to do relatively easy, but any time that I have tried...my world comes crashing down. Case in point- yesterday. I ran my ass off and worked steadily at the job hunt, while I finished laundering C's baseball uniform for the big game. I raced home, uniform in hand, to meet my love and depart. I finally received a phone call from him...

"Hey, baby. I am going to be stuck here for a while. A few hours most likey. It's not good. The whole company....I cannot talk now. I won't make it to the game, and I'll be home as soon as I can." Later, I got a call that he was on his way. I brought out a beer and a smoke, and waited for him. The company announced that they were going to stop all collection immediately, and they were in fact closing unless/until they could find additional backing through local hospitals. Fuck. Now, C is a VP- of two departments no less- and he is the only one that can/does work with the FDA. It is likely that he will stay on for a few weeks. This means we are now in a desperate situation- I have no job...and soon he wil be without as well.

He did run by his game to catch the last inning and ride the Harley for a while. It seems one of his teammates is a recruiter and another one works at AB, and god knows that C would love to do some QC there! I am still waiting to hear what the definate word is regarding his position. (Sigh) I wait....