Ok, Maybe I Am A Little Stressed!

It just seems to be one of those times where there is so much to do, and obstacles keep popping up all around. I actually have a wee bit of energy. I suspect my body is up to no good again, and attempting a relapse. I am fighting it every step of the way. I will admit that I have pushed too hard and not stuck to my diet and meds....damn. I am a bad girl. Now, I battle my semi-annual case of bronchitis. Woohoo, smoking makes you cool!

I am rather determined to clean this hose today, before I pack up to head to the apartment. You want to know something sick? I miss the days I do not spend with C. I like my alone time, but I actually enjoy being at his disposal. Yes, me...the never-love-too-hard-again girl. I enjoy doing all of these things for him. My mother says he will "make me into a good woman". She has already noticed a radical change in my perspective. I told her I was more than comfortable being a "fabulous snob". Heh. But, she is right. Just the other day, he and I were driving through town, and I could only look at him, sigh, smile, and mutter, "I hate you." He ruined me. I was such a fabulously dashing good-time girl, and now I am a sap. I am supremely happy with supporting him, wherever he wants to be. Puke. I hate him.

Tonight is ironing night, though! We love sexy ironing! BTW- I have decided, between my coughing and my contentment, to let the velvet hammer live- for now. More to come!!!!