Forever and a Day

...That's about how long it has been since I last blogged. It's now 4:16 am, and who am I kidding? I am never getting back to sleep. Let's just say that my whole world has been turned upside down, and my health is also in shambles. Direct cause-and-effect? No, I would say more of a correlation rather than causation.
My mother informed me last night as well that she will not be having ANY Chiristmas at her house, and so I had to explain this all to my six year old daughter. She then questioned if we should cancel Christmas as well. Way to go, Grandma. Fine way of upsetting a child- don't come by for Christmas.
The funny thing is, I am the one accused of "tearing the family apart". Yeah. A family memeber turns up with almost-not-quite kiddie porn on the computer, and I say "I will not be a part of this. I need to calm down." My family's reactions so far: "HE is really upset by this....You shouldn't come to Thanksgiving...I will not call you anymore...No, we are not having any Christmas, so you and your daughter do not need to come by..." Ok, you got me. I am the sick one.
Enough of that....